So this blog isn’t really meant for anyone to actually read (although if the one or two people who know this url find it and read it that is probably for the best) but here is a journal entry that was written after the third(?) occasion of self harm.
there’s a spot on the tip of this mechanical pencil that seems sharper than the rest of it. cuts a bit better. which is useful, considering it’s newly improvised use.
it hurts to rest arms when I use this laptop now as well, but isn’t that the point? will probably adapt in time.
after a cursory search on last.fm and tumblr, Envy on the Coast appears to have a large number of teenage female fans. however a noticeable number of male fans exist as well, and the consensus appears to be wholly positive. I should probably listen to some North Korea soon as well.
still very early in the morning but people will be awakening soon, if they have not already. not looking forward to the increased activity in the house, nor the light from sources other than my laptop screen.
no concrete plans on informing any other parties on the status of arms. should probably talk to Alex soon regardless, though will have to make something up to prevent a negative outcome.
pepsi did not taste good today. disappointing.